If there’s anything I can ask of you, please make sincere dua for me. Things are getting really bad with my Mother dealing with my conversion to Islam. Apparently she hates it, like really hates it, and last night was just name calling, telling me I’m not following it properly anyway, telling me I’m white and therefore have no place wearing the hijab and that if I was brown I wouldn’t, and telling me to go find a family amongst the Muslim community. She told me to leave the house, threw my Quran on the floor, grabbed my scarf around my neck and yanked me back when I DID try to leave. Accused me of saying all kinds of things and hit me across the face and stuff (and when I defended myself accused me hitting her). Now she’s taken all the house keys and hidden them, so I can’t leave. I don’t know what else to do, she has me trapped here and I don’t even have a working phone to get in touch with anyone. And if I can’t get out, I can’t buy food in preparation for Ramadhan, and if I can’t buy food I can’t fast.
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